Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I TRIED TO LOVE THEM EVERYDAY BUT THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL HOW TO BE AN EVIL…


positive, positive, this is what I’m doing everyday.

I want to live without heartaches day by day; the solution for me will be avoiding the word “NEGATIVE”. Am I weird? Well its funny, its not a big deal but I give a BIG meaning on it.
This is not me before, yes; I’ m so different today. I don’t know why but all I can see is that, it begins with the word “weird”... It all started here. A nonsense word yet affects my entire personality. I became more sensitive in all things, I’m just being ME and it’s who really I ‘am.

I love making friends to the person who is TRUE and accepts me as JEANNIE with no doubts no negative critics and Loves me the way I love them. I want Friends that can make me crazier and inspires me every single day in my life.  In a day that I’m living in a dark world he/she could make me sees the light side in it.

Is it too bad or shall I say “restricted” to make friends and get even closer with somebody? Why there are people who always keep an eye with ME? Am I not a good friend? Just because I’m so noisy and just being what and who Am I? I ‘am not forcing them to like me! Excuse me; there is no cure for insecurity! Mind your own business; respect each others privacy, its not good to always look for a mistake or flaws to a person. I really hate people like this, but I don’t want to make my day so bad that’s why I need this power of POSITIVE...  I know that we are just people that can’t avoid temptation but PLEASE try to control your temper like I used to do...

We are all unique that’s why we need to learn to accept and understand our differences; we should love our uniqueness and try not to critic the things you dislike... POSITIVE is the solution for me and of course with PRAYERS... It was so hard from my experiences but never give up, hold on and everything’s going to be alright.

GOD said “LOVE one another” and my favorite and very challenging line “LOVE your ENEMY and pray for THEM”….

Believe with the power of POSITIVE thinking (“O”)

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