CALL CENTER AGENTS IN MY LIFE

May I speak to Jeannie? This is one of her friends from the past and present…

My journey starts on March 28, 1988, what a lucky world for having me on this beautiful earth. I spent my childhood at Maramag, Bukidnon and napocor.I have different sets of friends with different colors and interest in life. In Maramag town I have Nadia, Lou Anne and tin2 until we evacuated in Napocor I have Popoy, Ron-Ron, Kieman, Dat-dat, Donna. Lots of names are not written but these names are the majors. In elementary I have KCJJ, Sheena, Swan, Jeff and Louie. During high school it was I, Sheena and Swan left in the group but it was okay for we understand Jeff and Louie, that’s how we love friends even though it hurts we accepted the reality. During my college I got closer to Lovelyn, we are roommates and classmates; we are named “party girls” including Narj. I have my Bestdudes at Mandaue Cebu actually, I met her during sembreak time at Bohol and guess what, were so different in that time because I’m a little bit “kikai” and she is a boyish one, we both didn’t expected to get closer, it was so fun. From the moment I got job I have the stickers people but I’m more close with lj at first but as for now Im closer to Flor and Bernie in which we love to eat everywhere, chatting at d.v Soria at night till 1 am sometimes and watching movies with all the jokes and sharing everything., well many names are not mention here but I treated them just like the pips here.
Wonder they are call center agents in my life? I just remembered what personnel told us in Concentrix (call center comp.) that call center agents may “come and go”… I know these people mentioned here may go out in my life, I know all of us have different directions and different missions in the eye of God. I accepted all you with all my heart and I’m not expecting in return. I did not treat all of you guys as my toy or my authority, I’m not holding your lives, you may go anytime you want coz I know you may come again and go… I love making friends as long as you accept me as ME, I may have undefined and crazy like attitude but all I can be proud of myself is I’m giving TRUE love to my friends, I can be true if you let me, and if you set yourself free and just be who your are. Let me shout if I want, let me quite if I need to. I’m not that difficult if you truly know me, if you will know who really I ‘am then you’re a true friend to me.
Thank you so much to our almighty father for giving me these agents in my life, I will value them just like how you value me even though I know the fact that they will soon “come and go” from me. ..(“O”)…

I’M NOT 100% GOOD FRIEND

I just want to say this… I’m not really good at all… what will I do with this?

I don’t know why, I don’t know how… I just felt it, Am I good to my friends?  Well it sounds stupid right? Im not totally crazy at all why I’m saying these things right now, its just I hate myself now.grrrrrrrrrrrrr… I think I really need to change but, duh?! It’s who I ‘am okay? Maybe some part of me which am not really good. I have to change but not a whole of me, I think I need reflection and realize what I need to realize.

I ask an apology for being a bad influence, make you all crazy just like me and being not nice and what you all want ME to BE.I love you guys, I honestly love and care bout you. 

It’s who really I ‘am, not perfect, not 100% good friend. ..(“O”)…

WHICH WAY? IM PUZZLED...IS THIS A MAZE?

Where could it be? Left, right, stop, pause, go…. Jini doesn’t know what to feel actually…..

I hate you jini! Stop pretending that your fine, the more smile and laughter the more pain you got. I don’t know how to express what’s inside but I want and I can’t. I don’t know what’s happening to me, I even don’t know who really I’ am. I can’t understand even a simple thing, I’m lost, I don’t know where or which I stand for.   

Sorry for not being a perfect girlfriend, friend, daughter and what else? I’m so sorry for not being JEANNIE sometimes. Maybe I should know myself deeper first and try to straight my curly side because right now I’m nowhere and nobody.

Maybe sometimes Life is a game, that’s why I’m puzzled today…

I WANNA BE WITH YOU

BORD can I hold you tonight?  It really sucks… OUCH!

I don’t know how to start this, I don’t know why I’m doing this..  I just missed him..  for a month and 10 days that we didn’t see each other, never a day, minute and second that I didn’t think of him. I miss him everyday, his kiss, touch and all about him. I was being alone and very thirst of him, dreaming that I hold his elbow it makes me feel so alone. Everywhere I go all I Can see is Him, It reminds me of HIM.

We are miles away from each other and make me crazy to always think of it, it really sucks and make me SICK... I can’t be there and hug him if I want, so impossible to be with him in just a click.

So impossible to be with you this time (“O”)…

I TRIED TO LOVE THEM EVERYDAY BUT THEY ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL HOW TO BE AN EVIL…

positive, positive, this is what I’m doing everyday.

I want to live without heartaches day by day; the solution for me will be avoiding the word “NEGATIVE”. Am I weird? Well its funny, its not a big deal but I give a BIG meaning on it.
This is not me before, yes; I’ m so different today. I don’t know why but all I can see is that, it begins with the word “weird”... It all started here. A nonsense word yet affects my entire personality. I became more sensitive in all things, I’m just being ME and it’s who really I ‘am.

I love making friends to the person who is TRUE and accepts me as JEANNIE with no doubts no negative critics and Loves me the way I love them. I want Friends that can make me crazier and inspires me every single day in my life.  In a day that I’m living in a dark world he/she could make me sees the light side in it.

Is it too bad or shall I say “restricted” to make friends and get even closer with somebody? Why there are people who always keep an eye with ME? Am I not a good friend? Just because I’m so noisy and just being what and who Am I? I ‘am not forcing them to like me! Excuse me; there is no cure for insecurity! Mind your own business; respect each others privacy, its not good to always look for a mistake or flaws to a person. I really hate people like this, but I don’t want to make my day so bad that’s why I need this power of POSITIVE...  I know that we are just people that can’t avoid temptation but PLEASE try to control your temper like I used to do...

We are all unique that’s why we need to learn to accept and understand our differences; we should love our uniqueness and try not to critic the things you dislike... POSITIVE is the solution for me and of course with PRAYERS... It was so hard from my experiences but never give up, hold on and everything’s going to be alright.

GOD said “LOVE one another” and my favorite and very challenging line “LOVE your ENEMY and pray for THEM”….

Believe with the power of POSITIVE thinking (“O”)

How to be happy?

A very simple word yet, for me it’s so hard to define.

I want to live with it every moment in my life but I can’t…Why? Why? Why...I guess its part of our life, but if I have a choice I want to wear a SMILE every minute and every second I swear. Am I crazy? Why I want to be HAPPY always? Well, it’s because I don’t want to think all the problems that ruin my day, so this is all about Jeannie?

There are so many changes in my life now, A big different world now… I love the “change” brought to me, it helps me grow as a person, as a fighter girl (char Lang). I hate but I love everything happens to my complicated world and it rocks ME. One thing that always and forever will remain is my UNENDING LOVE to GOD, because of him I survived all the battles I faced.

How to spell HAPPY? Hmmm how to define rather, can you please give me the meaning...  Am I right? Is there an exact definition to that word? Well, for me to be HAPPY = GOD…

welcome to ME

Hi amigos and amigas!....

Lets start doing crazy stuff today...I love doing things that makes me INSANE..just kidding, I just love looking at my friends with BIG smile and take away the worries.. They are my drugs and energizers thats why i can still STAND up no matter what...BUT most especially BIG thanks to GOD, who always lead me and being my guardian..To my LOVING parents and very SUPPORTING siblings...and of course, to the person who BEATS my heart,(charmos)..aw...my ONE and ONLY saputon and ulitan blkzone...

Im contented with what I have, for what I'am now..thanks to GOD for all of these..Im a winner for having YOU LORD..only YOU...

What I post here were my feelings and emotions and not only made just for something else...expressing myself here makes me at ease..